Rainy Day..part II

Another cold gloomy morning.. I was up early today, got lots of chores to do around the house. Still kinda sleepy,been watching Csi till the wee hours in the morning hehehe well, nobody can blame me for waking up late everyday, I was up doing chores for mum also.. Anyways, Raya is near.. but yes, still not looking forward to it..and yes, I did get my hair cut..shorter and very neat cut..*sigh* not that I really like it, but gotta look nice for the festive celebration.

I also didn't get anything for myself this year, not even a handbag~ hehehe.. I don't feel good of getting something for myself while on the other hand, my other siblings didn't get to buy any. Heck~ I don't mind not getting anything for myself at all..I guess the phase that I'm going through has thought me alot, and not forgetting, has changed my perspective on life..learnt to appreciate others around me, and try to be more caring and forgiving. That's the hard part for me..as I tend to think that I'm the most forgiving person in the entire universe, but after what I've seen from my point of view, it is not that easy to forgive and forget.

People tend to neglect people without noticing. I tend to neglect people myself. Selfishness has always been an issue for everyone.. it's just that we're all just living it unnoticed. The key to all is to be honest, sincere,forgiving,caring,thoughtful,loving and have respect for others. And think before you say anything. One must also remember that words are mightier than the sword. Once spoken, it's hard to take 'em back. I'm not talking about anyone here, these words are from my personal experiences. But I think, it's a very good experience to improve myself. Even though when it happened, it hurts alot to be hurt, but the sweetest part is, I get to improve myself, becoming who I am today.

When one have anything to ask, they should start opening their mouth before jumping into their own conclusions without knowing the truth, or, one can just keep their mouth shut and keep everything to themselves and forever wonder the truth. Life ain't that easy..when we were young, we always wanna be older... to live life like the fairy tales..with a happy ending. Plus, we never knew or thought life is cruel at times.. life isn't always fair. Life is always about give and take (but..it's always give give and give~!) life is about oneself.. how one manage their own life will define their own perspective of life. We can only guide others, but the truth is, we create our own path and we design our own future.

It's really fascinating - the life we're living. Learn how to appreciate..

I'm outta here..

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Eid Mubarak

....Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri....

Raya is just around the corner *yeay* but the excitement to actually celebrate the festive season is not there anymore.. Maybe it's because of the phase I'm going through or maybe it's just me..Whatever it is, other people at home is eager to celebrate. They're full of enthusiasm. Wonder where did they get all the energy to feel happy? I guess, the answer is gonna be the same. Maybe it's just me. My mum and sisters are busy baking cookies for Raya..looks fun,but I think it's kinda boring to do the same thing over and over again~! I hate baking cookies, I'll do it only if I have to. Ask me to cook, or even clean the house.... I'll do it..bake cookies?? It's a No-No-No~! hehehehe

I didn't sleep after sahur,been cleaning my room - spic and span~! *yeah* All I need to do after this is to take a long cold shower.It'd be nice if I get to soak myself in the tub..with the scented candles,bubble bath,aroma theraphy oil.. *pheww* *yummy*

Oh, I going to Pahang with my dad on Monday.Hope I'll get a flight back on the same day..I don't wanna spend 3 days in Pahang with hardly nothing to do!

Hurm..after a cold shower,I'll take a nap.. clean bedsheet,clean room,aircond..*phew* a gud combo to keep me nestle in bed all day long~~

Can't wait for Raya..wanna lepak daytime having a ciggie and nice cup of coffee with a cake.. *sluurrpp*

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Everyone.. Have a Good One this year~! (;

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Critical Thinking~

Need to think fast- how to cut my hair?

Should I potong pendek terus..or just trim it? ishhk nak simpan panjang, but dah nak raya ni, takkan nak biar rambut camni jerrr?? ..haiyoh.. nak potong rambut pun susah.. dulu rambut panjang complaint..now rambut pendek lagi teruk complaint.. hehehhe time baru2 potong,bley ah letak gel/wax je..now, have to wear all the hairclips..*yucks* i look ugly... *ewww* one way that will solve all the problems is to wear a key! rasa cam minah motor ada gak.. pakai topi,still cannot cover up my ugly looking hair.. payah tul... dah dahh..conclusion---> potong je pendek balik!

me..before

me..after

*pheww* penat tul memikir kan..siap suruh Nas online nak mintak tolong decide.. hehehe

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+ terhangat di pasaran +

hahahha.. perasannya..

Check out Rapi magazine 1st November..

*I'm sooo vain~*

it's a disease need to be cured...help?


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Rainy Day..

Been raining the whole day today..Nice cold weather..Good to be in bed hehehe.. I did actually, until my sleep was interrupted by Nas..hehehe.. *wink*

Wanted to go out with Nas to break fast..but, mummy asked me to pick up Aed at the Sek 17 bus stand in Shah Alam if my dad is not around.So I told Nas,I'll confirm later (this is sumtime around noon) .I told him that if it's still raining around 3.30 pm, then..we'll have to cancel our plan.. but, by 4.30pm (this is the time when Nas called~) I was still sleeping! The weather was too good to waste..hehehe * bla bla blaa..* in the end, I had to pick up Aed..with my dad! His friends cancelled their meeting at the very last minute.. *humph* And I've already cancelled my plan with Nas *tsk tsk*

On my way to Shah Alam, the traffic was unexpected. Too many cars on the road, time for breaking fast and dinner, and again..good weather to sleep! Ehhehe but, yeah.. I was in the car to Shah Alam, with Adrian talking, mumbling and singing all the way and my dad cursing those people who skipped Moral class in school (stupid drivers!)

Twas a bad day for me..I got a headache (for seating in the backseat of the car + Adrian + my dad + traffic + smell of dad’s ciggie ) but yet, here I am, writing my blog in the middle of the night.

Hurm..what can I do tomorrow? Ohh.. I need a hair cut~! *sighhh* I hate the traffic in Subang..driving in Subang needs courage,quick thinking,and oh,there's no need for civic minded people..because, there aren't any left in Subang and not forgetting..in Pandan Indah!! hahaha.. I have another name for it..Stupid Zone!!

Do you agree with me Nas? I knoooww you do... *wink*

*Dreadful Night*

From the list of movies.. i get to watch only Enemy at the Gates! hehehe been trying to watch in my bro's room..wif his surround speakers and all.. but i don't understand one thing..the speakers are all switched on..but there's no sound! *urgghh* so, what i did was.. i unplugged all the speakers and connect the dvd player to the tv..by the time i'm done.. my younger sis Syida (adjoining room) is already about to sleep! so, i have to turn down the volume... and read the sub-title if i can't really hear the words coming out of the mouth of my handsome Jude Law! *sigh* what a dreadful night..

Not sure when I'll have the chance to watch the movies again.. my bro is coming home tonight from Arau.. *uwaaaa*

*have to try again when my bro is not in..* Aed..gi lah dating selalu malam malam!! nak tengok DVD!! ;p

+ i took these pictures +

Adorable Adrian

Nephew Adrian & Mummy

Must watch October & November..

Corpse Bride
-Another Tim Burton movie..

Cast : Johnny Depp,Helena Bonham Carter,Emily Watson

Release Date : 27th October 2005

Set in 19th-century European village, this stop-motion, animated feature follows the story of Victor (Depp), a young man who is whisked away to the underworld and wed to a mysterious Corpse Bride (Bonham-Carter), while his real bride, Victoria (Watson), waits bereft in the land of the living. Though life in the Land of the Dead proves to be a lot more colorful than his strict Victorian upbringing, Victor learns that there is nothing in this world, or the next, that can keep him away from his one true love. It's a tale of optimisim, romance and a very lively afterlife, told in classic Tim Burton style.

Just Like Heaven

Cast : Mark Ruffalo, Reese Witherspoon.

Release Date : 10th November 2005

When David (Mark Ruffalo) sublet a quaint San Francisco apartment, the last thing he expected - or wanted - was a roommate. He had only begun to make a complete mess of the place when a pretty young woman named Elizabeth (Reese Witherspoon) suddenly shows up, adamantly insisting the apartment is hers. David assumes there's been a misunderstanding…until Elizabeth disappears as mysteriously as she appeared. Changing the locks does nothing to deter Elizabeth, who begins to appear and disappear at will - mostly to rebuke David for his personal living habits in her apartment. Convinced that she is a ghost, David tries to help Elizabeth cross over to the "other side." But while Elizabeth has discovered she does have a distinctly ethereal quality - she can walk through walls - she is equally convinced that she is somehow still alive and isn't crossing over anywhere. As Elizabeth and David search for the truth about who Elizabeth is and how she came to be in her present state, their relationship deepens into love. Unfortunately, they must act quickly or their prospects for a future together might permanently fade away.

+ movies to watch tonite +

Planning on watching :

• Fight Club
  

-Brad Pitt and Edward Norton in one of the scenes

• Kingdom of Heaven (again!)
  

- Orlando Bloom!

• Enemy at the Gates
  

- Jude Law

• Alexander ( if I have nothing better to do~)
  

*laziee me..*

i'm too laziee to post anything here.... :(

..Happy Birthday Anum & Wana..

Wana & Anum

They're not twins but they sure do share the same birthdate!

Happy 25th Birthday Gurls~!

18th October,2005

I'm a VIRGO Woman

Virgo description :

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with
confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round
forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a
pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect,
to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection.
She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily
despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with
her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from
her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If
she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you,
she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her
discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase.
She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel
protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete
woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well.
She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing
and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you
could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin.

Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in
working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angel for sometimes she can be as tough as steel.
Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy
type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she
walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal
one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can
irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk,
but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too.
When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an
angel again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make
it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long
making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her
man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money.
Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty
woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in
public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play
and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting
from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with
her, be as almost perfect as your can.

*Shameless Self-Promotion*

This is just a shameless self-promotion (; I'm the make-over model for Remaja magazine (15th October,2005) hehehehe

..Oprah Fan..

Oprah Prime Time

I'm a BIG fan of Oprah Winfrey. Believe it or not, I've been watching Oprah since I was..urm, 8/9 years old (as far as i can remember!) but back then, there is no such thing as ASTRO, so Oprah was on one of the RTM channels.. Enough 'bout the past..

Few days ago, as I was watching tv, I noticed that on Sunday’s Oprah Prime Time show, Oprah's Angel Network and celebrities went to cover the reality of New Orleans, who was badly hit by the devastated Hurricane Katrina, a natural disaster leaving everyone in shock. I actually set a reminder on my mobile to watch the show! However, as the alarm buzzes, I put it on snooze.. and I totally forgot ‘bout it! When I switched on the tv, I’ve actually missed half of the story! But, anyway, I get to watch another half of the grievous situation which had attract attention from all around the world.

The catastrophe caused by Hurricane Katrina reminded me of the tsunami that hit Asia end of last year. Nobody is allowed to die with dignity, bodies lying everywhere; abandoned on the streets, in the floods, by the trash, everywhere! Survivors who need medical attention are being treated in makeshift clinics. Most hospitals are evacuated; the international airport is now the hospital for thousands of sick and injured survivors, many who had gone days without food or water, patiently awaiting treatment.

These people need food, water and basic necessities. Despite the sorrowful and tension situation, most people of New Orleans have incredible brace. To thousands of survivors of the Hurricane Katrina, one person can REALLY make a different.

Help is slowly coming their way,wonder what if the hurricane hits the rich and powerful people? How fast will help be on their way? A question to ponder...

It's getting late.. need to snuggle in bed with my teddy.. *yawwwnn*

..IL DIVO.. i like... (;

Four exceptional young men with formally trained voices who could take popular songs, old and new, to another level where the historic rift between pop and classical music is finally healed.

What makes them soar is the heartstopping quality of the vocal performances and arrangements.

Some of their songs will be familiar like Regresa A Mi (or ‘Unbreak My Heart’ by Toni Braxton),‘Nella Fantasia’ (based on Gabriel’s Oboe from Ennio Morricone’s penned score of The Mission) and ‘A Mi Manera’ (Frank Sinatra’s ‘My Way’).

Full package of fine young men--good looks,nice voice.. They're soooo...urm,what's the right word for it? Yummy?? I think so.. Just check 'em out.. http://www.ildivo.com/

Everlong....

Foo Fighters
Album: The Colour And The Shape
Title: Everlong


Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang
Come down and waste away with me, down with me
Slow how, you wanted it to be, I'm over my head, out of her head she sang

And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in, hold you in
And now, I know you've always been out of your head, out of my head I sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang
And I wonder when i sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when