Newborn baby boy..

28th December,2005 - a date to remember..

Congratulations to my beloved friend, Zue and hubby,Faizal.. for your newborn baby boy...

Hope I get to see the baby soon!

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My trip to the clinic..

After so long, today I woke up very early...7am!! hehehe not surprising to some people, but it is kinda weird for me to be waking up early.. anyways, had to send my sis Amim to Uitm - the main reason i was up soo early! ehhehehe

Came back home, and had breakfast, took my 'early' shower and went to the clinic with my mum. Then, there come the bad news.. According to my blood test result, I do have hyperthyroidism..It's genetic, and my mum has it, so does my uncle, my auntie..and others in the family tree, I guess..

But, my thyroid level is not very high, but the doc says that I have to follow the medication for thyroid.. before it gets worse. So, from today onwards, I'm gonna be taking 3 pills twice a day.. (3pills x 2 = 6pills!!) *Oohhh* but, if I'm gonna get well, I gotta follow the regime..

Read more on Thyroid.



*growwl* Gotta go get something to eat..



*-Outa Here-*

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Blood test

Went to the clinic this morning to get my blood test.. I got it alright, but.. the doctor that attended me the other day is on leave today.. Gotta go again to see him tomorrow morning.. According to my mum, the result shows that my thyroid level is quite high.. *tsk tsk*

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2 memorable occasion..

Today..27th December 2005..

2 occasion to be remembered..

It is the day to celebrate Syida's 23rd Birthday..
Happy Birthday and Many Happy Returns!

&

another memorable occasion...


Welcome Home Abang Nan!

FYI, Abg Nan is my bro in law, he is cute lil Adrian's Daddy! hehehe..



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What a week..

Dear Diary..

How to describe my week? urm.. It's complicated, I can say.. Had difficulty to breath for more than a week, was afraid to go for a check up, but, by not knowing what's going on with me, makes me more nervous, uneasy, anxious to know, which make my heart beat faster and faster..makes me feel worse..

Went to the clinic with Nas (finally!) last Friday. Long story short, the doc took my blood sample-he said maybe it's thyroid, and I haven't been to a regular check up for it, as I should.. Gotta wait for the result this Tuesday.. *brrrr* nervous, but not as scared as I was earlier. The doc ruled out the possibility of any heart problems. I was glad..

The very same night, on the way to Carrefour Subang, at the roundabout, this Waja bang my car from behind!! *adusssh!* Tension nyaaa... Luckily 'twas only a few scratches at my bumper.. So, being a good Samaritan, I let the awfully-feeling-guilty-Chinese-guy go.. not realising that my bumper has fallen off! well, just a 'lil actually, but, enough to make my right tyre 'roar'... Had to turn back home, I don't dare to drive my car in that condition.. After I told my dad what happened, he came out to my car, and just 'lift' up the bumper with his own bare hands~! I heard a crack, I thought, *daayyym..* there goes my bumper! but, instead, it's as good as new! hehehhehe.. 'Magic', says Nas...

Saturday..promised Lied to meet up with her colleague to talk about the job he's offering. Went to Bangsar after lunch around 2.30pm.. Was quite surprised how Bangsar has developed...It has been awhile since I last lepak in Bangsar..hate the traffic, nothing can ever beat the craziee traffic congestion in Bangsar-small city + too many people + too many cars = headache~! Anyways, we went to Devi's Corner, had our discussion, then, Nas came around 4pm, then, we went to Bangsar Village - jalan-jalan, & take a walk around Bangsar hehehe 'coz Lied wanna shop shop shop! (; When she's done with her shopping spree, it rained..So, had our lepak-at-mamak-session again..

We make our move around 7pm 'coz Lied has to be home by 8pm..Still drizzling, and too many cars on the all-time-famous Federal Highway..

And then.. me and Nas went to SS15, to find a place to lepak.. and surprisingly, there's a Starbucks next to the McD near the college.. no more Chinese restaurant there.. hehehehe.. at first, we wanted to have a hot cup of delicious Starbucks coffee, but belum bukak lagi laaaa... *aiyooohh..!* melepasss... so, McD je lahh.. hehehehe

That's all that I can share with you my diary..(*urrghh* sooo...old-skewl girlishhh!! hehehehe) too sleepy to tell you how my day ends.. but one thing for sure, I enjoyed my 'lepak' sessions today.. not forgetting, the nice cold windy weather..


Oh..it's Christmas eve.. too many crazy people on the road today, driving as if other road users don't exist.. I guess, they must have left their brains at home!! tamau celebrate Christmas keee? Otak udang dia.. hehehehe

*yaawnn* Really need to catch some sleep..

*Lovely Day, Lovely Day, Lovely Day....*

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Adios My Youngest Sister.. *boo hooo*

After few months of waiting, finally, Aah got an offer from Uitm (Dungun) and also from Politeknik (Melaka). Regardless of the distance, my sister chose to go to Uitm in Dungun (my mum's suggestion) . The registration date was on the 18th of December,2005. I didn't follow my parents and my twin bro & sis to Dungun, got a wedding to attend on the same day. They left for Terengganu on Saturday morning..

From what my mum told me, the campus is quite new, compared to Arau *urghh* and also Shah Alam. And the view, *phewww* breathtaking!! From the front gate of the campus, there's a nice view of the ocean, and behind the campus, mountains!! Aah, you're sooo lucky... (;

Besides the view, one more attraction is the food stalls along the road outside campus.. *yummmy* delicious and not forgetting, cheap foods too! What not to like about the campus? Nothing came across my mind..except for the distance lah.. hehehe..

I wouldn't go if I were choosen.. Was in Arau for a year, before I decided to come back home.. to mum & dad's - mengada ngada! hehehe..

Good Luck Aah.. my loyal companion,always..

*Hugs & Kisses* for you..

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Wedding..

Hurm..

Malas nya nak type...

Anyways, Rufiny got married last Sunday, 18th December,2005..

Almost everyone couldn't make it.. So, I went with Nas & Wana..

Oh, the food is marvelous!! Recommended for function/weddings..

After wedding, lepak session at Mamak Bistro.. (as always!) and then Lied Zaid & Hairul joined us.. *yeayy*

After lepak2, went back home,..
ishkk boring nya this post...

Urm, what else.. urm.. I'm looking for a JOB people!! Help? Please inform me if there's any vacancies anywhere..

i'm outta here *pooooff*

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bbq havoc!

I'm back! hehehe

Saturday

Received a phone call last Saturday (afternoon) from my cousin's (Syiera) boyfriend(Fendi).. He's planning to have a Bbq party, he called to ask how to make salad, the ingredients needed to marinate, etc, etc, etc.. So, I asked, you wanna ask me to teach you thru the phone, or you want me to come over and help? hehehe.. it's as simple as that. Then, there come the magic word..

"kalau boleh...mai lah tolong prepare.."

I agreed, but then, he said, I'll be the only 'helper' they have, so I've called upon Nas to help me out.. After a few hours and many phone calls, me & Nas arrived at his house in PJ (a bungalow..I'm impressed.. NICE! ) around 4pm..& guess what?? Nothing hav been done yet! Ah,well..as expected lah.. but, at least they've wash the chicken..

It's 4 hours before the bbq party.. & nothing is prepared! Aduhh.. me & Nas quickly get to work..I started chopping,slicing and blending ingredients needed in the kitchen and for my buttered rice, while Nas, he marinated the chicken, lamb,prawns, make the salad dressing, sauce..and, almost everything.. Even one of Syiera's friend thought he's a chef! hehehe.. wahh.. you're that good ah Nas? *wink* A graphic designer cum 'naked' chef *wowiee* hehehe

There were a few unfortunate events on that very day.. Not enough cutleries, the 'uncook' rice hehehehe by the madam of the house herself, late arrival by those people who went shopping for the stuff that we needed in the kitchen! (how to prepare if shopping lama2 sangat?), not enough serving bowls (understandable lah as Fendi had just moved in the house). After being tired of standing for almost 4 hours.. all the food is served, and grilled.. 'twas fun playing cook with Nas in the kitchen.. (;

What was on the menu? hehehe.. Super delicious food..of course!

- Grilled chicken + lamb + prawns (marinated by Nas)
- Buttered Rice (my specialty!)
- Salad (2 different dressing)
- Laksa (by Fendi)
- Fruits...

After eating, me & Nas quickly make our move.. Hafto leave early.. Tired and we don't know anybody there (we're just the cook.remember? Remembered our chat, that people really thought we can cook,but what they don't know is, all we did was experimenting by mixing all the ingredients huu huu huu!) and malas nak mingle around..Around 10pm, we left the party...

Sunday

Kinda 'lost my mind' . I was anxious, nervous, daunted, miserable, frightened over something that I don't even know/understand! *Bah!* tak bess nyaaa..... stayed home during the day, didn't even go to Ejai's sister's wedding..around 8pm, went out lepaking with Oya Anum Leen & Faiz at Pelita SS15.. balik rumah, couldn't sleep..watched Frankenstein from 11pm till 2am! then watched 3 Ninjas till 4am..then..went to bed...

ZZzzzZZzzZZ

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Feel Good Week..

It's been awhile since I last post anything here..now, I just don't know where to start. Been going out with Nas..jalan jalan.. bla bla blaa from Thursday up till the weekend. Heehehe..

Friday,Saturday & Sunday

Friday night, my car broke down, somewhere near Nas's residential area.My kakak had to pick me up (she's the only one who know's how to get there) that night. Saturday morning, went with my dad to see what's wrong with my car..Sunday, went to PWTC-Jobs & Career Fair, which is a waste of time and money since the job scope offered is very limited.. Sales & Marketing - banyak gila..Designing,satu jeee... pastu, jalan2 kat The Mall! hehehe.. Lama tul tak gi sana.. but, now ramai gila rempits lepak situ..especially kat level atas Mall tuh..

ok, after that, on the way back to Subang (heading for Hairul's open house) , I've decided to change my clothes..tak appropriate sangat pakai shirt..when we're approaching Subang, I suddenly got a terrible headache...tsk tsk, so, I bathe, and put on a clean shirt and brought along my Ponstan,in case of anything..

It is indeed very useful, as the headache was actually a migrain! *urrghh* it is very painful..feel like i'm a time bomb & about to explode! After eating & munching the delicious food and not forgetting the scrumptious Arissa.. I took my Ponstan and Nas massaged my forehead and hands *thank you Nas..* A few minutes after that, I feel much better.. (; (guess what really causes my awful migrain might be because of the presence of a person form a hideous past *growl* i still hate her loads! )

Asked Anum to teman me to send Nas back home, afraid that I might feel the dreadful pain of migrain again.. *thanks Anum!* Sampai rumah, terus tidur... ZZzzZZzzZzz...

Monday, Tuesday & Today

Monday, relaxed the whole day at home, doing nothing.. Tuesday, went to KL with Nas, dia ada interview, pastu we went to Berjaya Times Square for a movie.. watched Just Like Heaven! -finally!- ehehhe ok lar that movie, but not enough 'feel' to make me cry.. hahaha.. a sad story that failed to make me burst into tears! Glad I get to watch the movie,tho..

Today,Wednesday, haven't done anything productive yet, except for typing this blog.. hehehe.. gotta start doing something,soon.. oH! Wirda from 8tv called.. told me that the big 8tv event this Friday, Dec 2nd is cancelled..there goes my RM100 and Lied's & Anum's approved leave.. Sorry bebs..

Now, I seriously gotta start cleaning my room.. will post more updates, if I feel like it..

~Ciao~

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~meow~

Cats

Cats are adorable lil creatures..


Playful, affectionate, loving and comforting, they seem to fit into our lives with little complaint and perfect grace. That is the opening line from an article about Cats - Discovery Channel. The description of cats is their nature. A good companion when you're sad or lonely. Their presence is truly comforting.

According to another article on Cats - Wikipedia ,when cats are happy, they are known to paw their owners, or that on which they sit, with a kneading motion. Cats often use this action alongside purring to show contentment and affection for their owners.


My cat has been triggering the alarm these past few days..not sure which cat is causing so much trouble. I know they cannot think what's right or wrong, but I guess they just got hungry. One of 'em somehow manage to get in the house after we've switch on the alarm. Two nights in a row..First time, 6am. Second time - 4am!

Guess who heard the alarm? Everyone~ of course! & I bet the alarm woke some of my neighbours too! anyways, my dad went to answer the phone call from ADT and had to inform them of the false alarm - 2 nights in a row! Mesti tension orang-orang kat ADT tuh..

And today, after dinner, I overheard my parents discussing about putting the cats in a sack and throwing them away... *uwaaaa* i was sooo wretched... boo hoo! Please don't throw my cats away....

Well, I hope they won't find their way in tonite... or my dad will do as he wish to do...

Meow.. stay out tauu....

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*scrabble*

I have a new hobby..


I lurveee playing Scrabble now.. it's the least I can do to occupy my free time and to actually exercise my BRAIN! hehehe

Care to join me for a game..anybody? Hurmm..

I guess not..

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Rainy Day..part III

Open House = Makan~!

It's the raining season again..*Bah!* Yesterday was entertaining + thrilling + fun + munching day! ehehehe..

I went to 3 open houses with Nas yesterday. Nas went to 4~! Imagine how full his stomach is after eating at every open houses he went. The trip starts at 2pm. I had to drive around Subang just to find the easier way out to Kesas Highway. Somewhere infront of Summit, my sis called.. I left my handbag at home! *urrgghh* how careless.. had to head home.. dah lah jam Subang..dah kena pusing one round because of my handbag.. tension tension..

After the 2nd toll, jam Sg Besi..(as expected) and the heavy rain flooded the roads.. Then, sampai area rumah Nas.. hujan dah renyai2.. *phew* lega lah jugak.. we went to Pee's house kat Tmn Kencana (the food ala ala Christmas + Raya ehhehehe) ,pastu Haizea's kat Pandan Perdana (Soto.. *cedaapp* ) Leen plak,has sent out her invitation to her open house a few days earlier (according to Leen, it's compulsory + attendance will be taken! hahaha), so, I thought, if it stops raining around 5 sumthing, maybe I'll go to Leen's open house too..

Somehow, hujan renyai renyai.. me & Nas decided to head down to Leen's. On the way hujan lebat pulak..seriously unpredictable.. kejap lebat kejap renyai..kejap tak hujan langsung.. Guests at Leen's house..semestinya Faiz,Oya,Hairul,Anum,Lied & Vishalan pun ada.. Zaid dah gerak awal, Lied cakap he gotta work.. Anyways, by the time we're at Leen's house (ada Laksa!), dua-dua dah kenyang.. makan sikit je, respect tuan rumah.. (; the cake is nice..& the kiwi too! *yummy yummy*

After makan-makan at Leen's open house, we went to Starbucks in Taipan.. to 'inhale & release' hehehehe

Our day 'ends' at 9.30pm..the time we left Starbucks.. (;

Nas..You look GooD yesterday.. I like..

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my friends are now.....

Models~! hehehe

Anum & Lied

check out Remaja 15th Nov,2005 & Rapi 15th Nov,2005



Anybody else interested?
Contact me..their agent! hehehehhehe

Just A Reminder

Glamourous by Ralph Lauren..

A reminder for myself..incase of any situation like last nite..hehehe kan Nas kan?? ;p very frustrating...

My Name is...what??

My friends calls me Zar..

..but..

My fullname is Zainab??? huh? what?? ......

Ask Wana for more details...
hehehe

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.k.i.a.s.u.p.e.o.p.l.e.o.n.t.h.e.r.o.a.d.

Nowadays, going to the store is more like a test of patience. It's no more an easy task. Earlier today, as I was driving to the store with my nephew Adrian, everything seems to be fine..It's the school holiday, no crazy bus driver, no parents-in-a-hurry-to-drop-off their children at school.. But still,there's a alot of kiasu drivers (u-know-who-lah!!)

I went to the spare part shop to get a bulb for my car, and a mini lorry was parked next to my car. As I was reversing, slowly..(as I have no view of any cars coming behind) and suddenly..*honkkkk* this stupid middle-aged lady who couldn't wait & too kiasu to give way honking - not giving way at all. But, she couldn't move either,as there was traffic infront to turn right to the highway! *urrghhh* So, there I am.. turning back and calling her a PIG and cursing her..as I know she can see me straight from her car.. finally, when I get to get out from the parking space, I squeeze my lil' car next to hers..gave her a BIG panic of me might scratch her ugly GOLD car!!

Padan muka..gelabah muka makcik tu.. and then, I went to get some vege.. parked infront of another store.. as I was leaving, just about to get into the car..there's this STUPID brand new kancil parked next to my car..the soooo kiasu guy parked his car like his DAD owned the lot..blocked my way to reverse out my car.. with alot of effort, i manage to get out without having to scratch his car..dah lah kiasu nak mampos..kita lak kena jaga kereta baru dia.. i bet his steering wheel is full of his taik-hidung..b'coz he looked like 'dat' kind of guy.. *eeewww*

How to educate these k.i.a.s.u people? *eeeii* i think no one is willing to teach of fear they have to shake hands with them! Notice that these crazee drivers are endangering others lives, I bet their life doesn't even worth a penny! ada kee tengah drive laju-laju boleh sibuk-sibuk nak korek2 hidung??? tak sayang nyawa keee??

boleh buat a series of Fear Factor camnih.. suruh orang shake hand with their dirty filthy hands.. hahahhah

I'm sooo pissed off!!

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-Face the Music-

Patience is the ability and willingness to endure a task that takes a long time, especially one that is boring. It also means not easily getting angry or not showing anger in situations of human communication where the other is unreasonable. Lately, it is also something that I'm lack of..

Being home most of the time is really a full time job.. I'm the President of Patience, an establishment of which I'm about to resign in a few days time..(which I hope I won't-as it will be a result of me bursting into flames!) That is one of the reasons why I need to get out, for long hours, to runaway..

But the question now is, how far can I run? how fast can I run? how long can I run? where can I run to? Well, in the end, the answer is simple.. Face the Music! Wherever I'll be, I'm still part of the establishment, so, there's no way out, no place to hide..

Gotta bear in mind too, that someone needed to keep the family in tact, someone also need to take the most difficult responsibility in reminding, rebuilding the family, set as an example to others (as people don't tend to listen to advises from someone that they think does not fit the bill) no matter how much it hurts. It has never been an easy task, but the beauty of it is - it is a very good episode of learning the hardship of life, helped me to rebuild my strength to try harder in the future.

It is heart-breaking when you're trying very hard to help and to improve, but nobody is listening, nobody to give you a hand.

Yes, I'm sensitive at heart, that's what my star described me as a Virgo. I cried alot because of what others do or didn't do. I cried because of people around me, how inconsiderate people are nowadays, how insensitive people are. Everyone seems to be living in their own secluded world, where other people's thoughts and situation doesn't count. Selfishness is the word.

Who am I to blame them? I do not have the authority.
How to put the blame on them? They are not in my shoe.
How to make 'em see what I see? People have different point of view in seeing things.

Sometimes, everyone needed their own space to breathe, to think, to be free..I even go to the extend of shutting people out of my world. It didn't help, I couldn't run.

I wonder how people can just forgive and forget, I wish it's as simple as it sounds, because my wound is too deep..

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..confirmed..

I knew it all along.. trip to Pahang cancelled! (again~!) *hummph* Earlier this morning, my dad forced me to test drive the Mitsubishi Storm.. hehehe **Bess** Simply just because it is automatic..No fuss changing gears.. But, *hell* its gonna kill me to find a parking space!~

It's almost noon.. my dad is busy cooking lunch.. *yummmy* can smell the delicious food from here.. makes me hungry..

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..angpow..

Monday morning..

*urrgh*

Boring nya..it is rather strange for me to be waking up early, as I don't have to go to work.,so, if I'm up early, I'll be online for a few hours to kill my boredom of waking up early.. Nobody is online.. tak kejee keee korang?? *uwaaa* bosan bosan..dah lah last night pun tak kluar..macam bekerja jee saya nih..ehh.. lupa! maybe kena gi Pahang today.. after banyak kali postponed, tatau lah bila nak confirm nya.. its already 9.10am, my dad cakap nak geraks by 10am.. standby jee..waiting for the 'postponing' guy to postpone again hehehe

*growl*
i gotta get ready now.. nak breakfast. Best nya can makan makan already.. but, seriously, this might be a start to work out..asyik2 makaaan je this few days.. heheehe gotta go.. nak mandi and breakfast..

& oh, this year Raya, i still get my Angpows! ehhehehe...yak yak yeaay~

kee-baa-booom~!

*kapish*

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Fasting Month is over Now..

Finally, fasting month is over.. hehehe i get to eat anytime i want! hehehe.. well, gotta control the amount of food now, been eating since the first day of Raya. hehehe.. Raya in KL is very boring, but, hey.. I hate the traffic of people balik kampung..Subang now is quiet and peaceful..and my my.. I enjoy driving around!

1st day Raya

Everything seems fine, but as a routine every year, the whole family will gather round for a photography session and also salam salam raya.. I'm the designated camerawoman every year..wasn't really prepared that morning.. My fault too..sapa suruh tak ready awal-awal? The tripod is always in my room.. but the thing that attach the tripod and the camera is missing! (it seems to go missing every year!) hehehe

'Twas quite tiring looking for it..as a result..I found it, but hadn't had the time to put on my make up.. Gotta make it quick,b'coz my kakak gotta go to work by 11am..and I'm going over to Iza's house right after sending my kakak.. Anyways, I went to Iza's place with Syida and A'ah and Adrian.. Penat gila bawak budak kechik gumuk kiut tuh~ but it's really fun with him around. He's the joker of the day.. Brings smile to everyone..It seems like everyone at Iza's place pays full attention on Adrian..He's really a charm! After Iza's house..balik rumah,took my shower and off and away to lepak with Nas ehehehe cabut lari.. went to Starbucks (finally~!!) had a large cup of cafe latte a slice of a delicious chocolate cake and my ciggie..*yummy*

2nd day Raya

Second day... still the same as yesterday.. nothing much to do at home,couldn't figure out what to cook for lunch..so, A'ah invited everyone at home for a luncheon at Nandos! I really didn't wanna waste her money..shiaann A'ah penat-penat keje everyday.. but she insisted.. And, yess Nas.. I can't resist the temptation also! *wink* hehehe Me, Aed, Syida, Amim and Adrian went.. The food was scrumptious. Huu.. how can one say no to that kind of tasty food??

..a'ah at work..

The meal was ok, Adrian was behaving really good.. until he heard his song - This Love. He started dancing,the limelight of the day..

amim,me and Adrian


syida & aed

Like yesterday, I went out with Nas again that evening.. played 6 games of pool hehehe same thing last year! this time, 3-3 kan Nas? (;

A'ah invited her friends from Nandos for a makan2 session at home.. I dun feel like inviting anyone like A'ah did..pity my mum had to cook.. but, my house is always open.. a simple meal I can prepare.. hehehe yeah yeah *pemalasss*

(; twas a wonderful Raya..


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~Yeay Yeay~

Kawan-kawan...

Yeay Yeay~!! Esok RAYA~! hehehhe

Nak Angpow..

..Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..

..Maaf Zahir Batin..

Deepavali

It's already end of the year~! wow..how time flies..

Today is Deepavali, which is also known as the festival of lights. I don't really have Indian friends, but anyways, I'm wishing all Hindus worldwide a Happy Deepavali.. (;

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Rainy Day..part II

Another cold gloomy morning.. I was up early today, got lots of chores to do around the house. Still kinda sleepy,been watching Csi till the wee hours in the morning hehehe well, nobody can blame me for waking up late everyday, I was up doing chores for mum also.. Anyways, Raya is near.. but yes, still not looking forward to it..and yes, I did get my hair cut..shorter and very neat cut..*sigh* not that I really like it, but gotta look nice for the festive celebration.

I also didn't get anything for myself this year, not even a handbag~ hehehe.. I don't feel good of getting something for myself while on the other hand, my other siblings didn't get to buy any. Heck~ I don't mind not getting anything for myself at all..I guess the phase that I'm going through has thought me alot, and not forgetting, has changed my perspective on life..learnt to appreciate others around me, and try to be more caring and forgiving. That's the hard part for me..as I tend to think that I'm the most forgiving person in the entire universe, but after what I've seen from my point of view, it is not that easy to forgive and forget.

People tend to neglect people without noticing. I tend to neglect people myself. Selfishness has always been an issue for everyone.. it's just that we're all just living it unnoticed. The key to all is to be honest, sincere,forgiving,caring,thoughtful,loving and have respect for others. And think before you say anything. One must also remember that words are mightier than the sword. Once spoken, it's hard to take 'em back. I'm not talking about anyone here, these words are from my personal experiences. But I think, it's a very good experience to improve myself. Even though when it happened, it hurts alot to be hurt, but the sweetest part is, I get to improve myself, becoming who I am today.

When one have anything to ask, they should start opening their mouth before jumping into their own conclusions without knowing the truth, or, one can just keep their mouth shut and keep everything to themselves and forever wonder the truth. Life ain't that easy..when we were young, we always wanna be older... to live life like the fairy tales..with a happy ending. Plus, we never knew or thought life is cruel at times.. life isn't always fair. Life is always about give and take (but..it's always give give and give~!) life is about oneself.. how one manage their own life will define their own perspective of life. We can only guide others, but the truth is, we create our own path and we design our own future.

It's really fascinating - the life we're living. Learn how to appreciate..

I'm outta here..

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Eid Mubarak

....Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri....

Raya is just around the corner *yeay* but the excitement to actually celebrate the festive season is not there anymore.. Maybe it's because of the phase I'm going through or maybe it's just me..Whatever it is, other people at home is eager to celebrate. They're full of enthusiasm. Wonder where did they get all the energy to feel happy? I guess, the answer is gonna be the same. Maybe it's just me. My mum and sisters are busy baking cookies for Raya..looks fun,but I think it's kinda boring to do the same thing over and over again~! I hate baking cookies, I'll do it only if I have to. Ask me to cook, or even clean the house.... I'll do it..bake cookies?? It's a No-No-No~! hehehehe

I didn't sleep after sahur,been cleaning my room - spic and span~! *yeah* All I need to do after this is to take a long cold shower.It'd be nice if I get to soak myself in the tub..with the scented candles,bubble bath,aroma theraphy oil.. *pheww* *yummy*

Oh, I going to Pahang with my dad on Monday.Hope I'll get a flight back on the same day..I don't wanna spend 3 days in Pahang with hardly nothing to do!

Hurm..after a cold shower,I'll take a nap.. clean bedsheet,clean room,aircond..*phew* a gud combo to keep me nestle in bed all day long~~

Can't wait for Raya..wanna lepak daytime having a ciggie and nice cup of coffee with a cake.. *sluurrpp*

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Everyone.. Have a Good One this year~! (;

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Critical Thinking~

Need to think fast- how to cut my hair?

Should I potong pendek terus..or just trim it? ishhk nak simpan panjang, but dah nak raya ni, takkan nak biar rambut camni jerrr?? ..haiyoh.. nak potong rambut pun susah.. dulu rambut panjang complaint..now rambut pendek lagi teruk complaint.. hehehhe time baru2 potong,bley ah letak gel/wax je..now, have to wear all the hairclips..*yucks* i look ugly... *ewww* one way that will solve all the problems is to wear a key! rasa cam minah motor ada gak.. pakai topi,still cannot cover up my ugly looking hair.. payah tul... dah dahh..conclusion---> potong je pendek balik!

me..before

me..after

*pheww* penat tul memikir kan..siap suruh Nas online nak mintak tolong decide.. hehehe

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+ terhangat di pasaran +

hahahha.. perasannya..

Check out Rapi magazine 1st November..

*I'm sooo vain~*

it's a disease need to be cured...help?


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Rainy Day..

Been raining the whole day today..Nice cold weather..Good to be in bed hehehe.. I did actually, until my sleep was interrupted by Nas..hehehe.. *wink*

Wanted to go out with Nas to break fast..but, mummy asked me to pick up Aed at the Sek 17 bus stand in Shah Alam if my dad is not around.So I told Nas,I'll confirm later (this is sumtime around noon) .I told him that if it's still raining around 3.30 pm, then..we'll have to cancel our plan.. but, by 4.30pm (this is the time when Nas called~) I was still sleeping! The weather was too good to waste..hehehe * bla bla blaa..* in the end, I had to pick up Aed..with my dad! His friends cancelled their meeting at the very last minute.. *humph* And I've already cancelled my plan with Nas *tsk tsk*

On my way to Shah Alam, the traffic was unexpected. Too many cars on the road, time for breaking fast and dinner, and again..good weather to sleep! Ehhehe but, yeah.. I was in the car to Shah Alam, with Adrian talking, mumbling and singing all the way and my dad cursing those people who skipped Moral class in school (stupid drivers!)

Twas a bad day for me..I got a headache (for seating in the backseat of the car + Adrian + my dad + traffic + smell of dad’s ciggie ) but yet, here I am, writing my blog in the middle of the night.

Hurm..what can I do tomorrow? Ohh.. I need a hair cut~! *sighhh* I hate the traffic in Subang..driving in Subang needs courage,quick thinking,and oh,there's no need for civic minded people..because, there aren't any left in Subang and not forgetting..in Pandan Indah!! hahaha.. I have another name for it..Stupid Zone!!

Do you agree with me Nas? I knoooww you do... *wink*

*Dreadful Night*

From the list of movies.. i get to watch only Enemy at the Gates! hehehe been trying to watch in my bro's room..wif his surround speakers and all.. but i don't understand one thing..the speakers are all switched on..but there's no sound! *urgghh* so, what i did was.. i unplugged all the speakers and connect the dvd player to the tv..by the time i'm done.. my younger sis Syida (adjoining room) is already about to sleep! so, i have to turn down the volume... and read the sub-title if i can't really hear the words coming out of the mouth of my handsome Jude Law! *sigh* what a dreadful night..

Not sure when I'll have the chance to watch the movies again.. my bro is coming home tonight from Arau.. *uwaaaa*

*have to try again when my bro is not in..* Aed..gi lah dating selalu malam malam!! nak tengok DVD!! ;p

+ i took these pictures +

Adorable Adrian

Nephew Adrian & Mummy

Must watch October & November..

Corpse Bride
-Another Tim Burton movie..

Cast : Johnny Depp,Helena Bonham Carter,Emily Watson

Release Date : 27th October 2005

Set in 19th-century European village, this stop-motion, animated feature follows the story of Victor (Depp), a young man who is whisked away to the underworld and wed to a mysterious Corpse Bride (Bonham-Carter), while his real bride, Victoria (Watson), waits bereft in the land of the living. Though life in the Land of the Dead proves to be a lot more colorful than his strict Victorian upbringing, Victor learns that there is nothing in this world, or the next, that can keep him away from his one true love. It's a tale of optimisim, romance and a very lively afterlife, told in classic Tim Burton style.

Just Like Heaven

Cast : Mark Ruffalo, Reese Witherspoon.

Release Date : 10th November 2005

When David (Mark Ruffalo) sublet a quaint San Francisco apartment, the last thing he expected - or wanted - was a roommate. He had only begun to make a complete mess of the place when a pretty young woman named Elizabeth (Reese Witherspoon) suddenly shows up, adamantly insisting the apartment is hers. David assumes there's been a misunderstanding…until Elizabeth disappears as mysteriously as she appeared. Changing the locks does nothing to deter Elizabeth, who begins to appear and disappear at will - mostly to rebuke David for his personal living habits in her apartment. Convinced that she is a ghost, David tries to help Elizabeth cross over to the "other side." But while Elizabeth has discovered she does have a distinctly ethereal quality - she can walk through walls - she is equally convinced that she is somehow still alive and isn't crossing over anywhere. As Elizabeth and David search for the truth about who Elizabeth is and how she came to be in her present state, their relationship deepens into love. Unfortunately, they must act quickly or their prospects for a future together might permanently fade away.

+ movies to watch tonite +

Planning on watching :

• Fight Club
  

-Brad Pitt and Edward Norton in one of the scenes

• Kingdom of Heaven (again!)
  

- Orlando Bloom!

• Enemy at the Gates
  

- Jude Law

• Alexander ( if I have nothing better to do~)
  

*laziee me..*

i'm too laziee to post anything here.... :(

..Happy Birthday Anum & Wana..

Wana & Anum

They're not twins but they sure do share the same birthdate!

Happy 25th Birthday Gurls~!

18th October,2005

I'm a VIRGO Woman

Virgo description :

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with
confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round
forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a
pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect,
to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection.
She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily
despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with
her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from
her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If
she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you,
she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her
discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase.
She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel
protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete
woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well.
She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing
and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you
could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin.

Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in
working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angel for sometimes she can be as tough as steel.
Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy
type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she
walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal
one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can
irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk,
but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too.
When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an
angel again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make
it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long
making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her
man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money.
Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty
woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in
public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play
and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting
from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with
her, be as almost perfect as your can.

*Shameless Self-Promotion*

This is just a shameless self-promotion (; I'm the make-over model for Remaja magazine (15th October,2005) hehehehe

..Oprah Fan..

Oprah Prime Time

I'm a BIG fan of Oprah Winfrey. Believe it or not, I've been watching Oprah since I was..urm, 8/9 years old (as far as i can remember!) but back then, there is no such thing as ASTRO, so Oprah was on one of the RTM channels.. Enough 'bout the past..

Few days ago, as I was watching tv, I noticed that on Sunday’s Oprah Prime Time show, Oprah's Angel Network and celebrities went to cover the reality of New Orleans, who was badly hit by the devastated Hurricane Katrina, a natural disaster leaving everyone in shock. I actually set a reminder on my mobile to watch the show! However, as the alarm buzzes, I put it on snooze.. and I totally forgot ‘bout it! When I switched on the tv, I’ve actually missed half of the story! But, anyway, I get to watch another half of the grievous situation which had attract attention from all around the world.

The catastrophe caused by Hurricane Katrina reminded me of the tsunami that hit Asia end of last year. Nobody is allowed to die with dignity, bodies lying everywhere; abandoned on the streets, in the floods, by the trash, everywhere! Survivors who need medical attention are being treated in makeshift clinics. Most hospitals are evacuated; the international airport is now the hospital for thousands of sick and injured survivors, many who had gone days without food or water, patiently awaiting treatment.

These people need food, water and basic necessities. Despite the sorrowful and tension situation, most people of New Orleans have incredible brace. To thousands of survivors of the Hurricane Katrina, one person can REALLY make a different.

Help is slowly coming their way,wonder what if the hurricane hits the rich and powerful people? How fast will help be on their way? A question to ponder...

It's getting late.. need to snuggle in bed with my teddy.. *yawwwnn*

..IL DIVO.. i like... (;

Four exceptional young men with formally trained voices who could take popular songs, old and new, to another level where the historic rift between pop and classical music is finally healed.

What makes them soar is the heartstopping quality of the vocal performances and arrangements.

Some of their songs will be familiar like Regresa A Mi (or ‘Unbreak My Heart’ by Toni Braxton),‘Nella Fantasia’ (based on Gabriel’s Oboe from Ennio Morricone’s penned score of The Mission) and ‘A Mi Manera’ (Frank Sinatra’s ‘My Way’).

Full package of fine young men--good looks,nice voice.. They're soooo...urm,what's the right word for it? Yummy?? I think so.. Just check 'em out.. http://www.ildivo.com/

Everlong....

Foo Fighters
Album: The Colour And The Shape
Title: Everlong


Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang
Come down and waste away with me, down with me
Slow how, you wanted it to be, I'm over my head, out of her head she sang

And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in, hold you in
And now, I know you've always been out of your head, out of my head I sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang
And I wonder when i sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when